30/10/2013, wed
Jie had gone for 75 days.. I miss her badly.. Yesterday I had this dream.. I dreamt that I was warded in hospital and diagnose an unknown illness.. Mummy is with me crying along, bro is not there, xiao gu family is there, Edan is there playing with me and the most important thing is Jie is there taking care of me.. Its too real that I had the texture of everything.. Jie helping me to adjust my bed and taking toothbrush for me to brush my teeth for sleep.. When I was in the toilet after brushing my teeth I suddenly vomit blood out in the basin... Lucky no one saw it.. This is what I wanted.. I rather everything happens to me not Jie...
Jie, I miss you badly...
This year is the only year my tears drop the most...
Almost every night my tears washes my face...
"Jie, how are you? Are you happy at there? When can I join you?"
